Friday, May 20, 2011
NPCC Day was intially on the 10 May annually. However, this year we celebrated so much later because of the elections, public holidays and the exams going on. Today we had our NPCC Day..
During the parade, I realised that i cannot hear the national anthem being sung and pledge being said by the rest of the school, especailly the pledge because we said it so loud that we covered their voices (:
We did not make much mistakes as compared to to last year. We rehearsed it this year but i cannot say so for last year. Last year we were noticed last min about NPCC Day and we learn or refresh our memory of our chosen "weapon" just the day itself, before assembly..
We had to wear our full-u before recess and change to mufti during recess for sec 3-5. For the sec1s, they have not take their uniform yet so they do not have to change. For sec 2s, they are going to field trip and are told to change to mufti. But some of them change to school-u instead.
I had P.E. lesson today and i had to change to my P.E.attire. I went to the toilet first and asked one of my friends to pass the message to the other person that i will be changing there and ask them to meet me there because i have to take a longer time to change out. In the end, they did not come to find me. I did not know its either that friend of mine did not pass the message or they simply do not care about me.During P.E. lesson, they did not smile as what they usually do and simply "ignored" me.
After P.E. lesson, they did not wait for me and went straight to make their IC because our time was scheduled to be 9am, right after our P.E. lesson. I went up to take my things and proceed to do my IC with them "ignoring" me all the way.
After they had made their IC, they still did not wait for me. They went straight to recess as it was our recess time then.
Even after school, they did not wait for me and went off. Normally if one of them were slow, they will wait or one another. As for me, the did not bother about me and the three of them just left without looking at my direction once..
They had done that alot of times and seems to outcast me and ignore me more and more. I did not do anything wrong and they do not share anything with me..
I wonder if theyt reallt treat me as friends or just pretended to me. If they pretended to me, its very obvious and they do not have to pretend?
~Outcasted~
